I'm Seth

[2026-01-01 1:53:49 PM] @seth.im
> every morning I write a call to be a better man / every night I review and hope tomorrow will be the day I can

[2026-01-01 9:40:27 PM] @seth.im
> hunting.

[2026-01-04 8:57:13 PM] @seth.im
> I can feel it when it's here. And I can feel it when it's gone. It leaves quickly.

[2026-01-05 3:04:45 PM] @seth.im
> stay for a longer visit

[2026-01-05 9:07:59 PM] @seth.im
> I'm not sure how I'm going to pull this off.

[2026-01-06 5:15:46 PM] @seth.im
> sometimes I want to live on the command line

[2026-01-07 10:34:20 AM] @seth.im
> and who am I think think I've found it when it all is so confounding?

[2026-01-08 6:58:08 PM] @seth.im
> by Zeus.

[2026-01-09 1:44:30 PM] @seth.im
> Stoic.

[2026-01-11 9:43:13 PM] @seth.im
> at least I know I actually am a nerd. seth the nerd.

[2026-01-12 1:04:19 PM] @seth.im
> dammit.

[2026-01-13 10:15:50 AM] @seth.im
> still here.

[2026-01-13 4:43:23 PM] @seth.im
> It's way easier not be mindful, except for all the suffering.

[2026-01-14 10:06:02 AM] @seth.im
> not good.

[2026-01-14 12:52:49 PM] @seth.im
> every day I'm wrestling, wrestling, wrestling...

[2026-01-14 6:48:07 PM] @seth.im
> fair condition.

[2026-01-15 9:53:49 AM] @seth.im
> huh.

[2026-01-15 10:54:46 AM] @seth.im
> I am here.

[2026-01-15 3:10:10 PM] @seth.im
> some hurdles cleared.

[2026-01-16 11:36:35 AM] @seth.im
> it's just messy.

[2026-01-19 11:05:53 AM] @seth.im
> is there room for *more* discipline?

[2026-01-20 12:56:32 PM] @seth.im
> sometimes it feels like I'm falling apart.

[2026-01-20 4:51:47 PM] @seth.im
> can't find the wind in the river

[2026-01-21 7:48:38 AM] @seth.im
> fates allowed.

[2026-01-22 10:46:27 AM] @seth.im
> and knowing's half the battle?

[2026-01-22 9:33:30 PM] @seth.im
> creative Stoic family man

[2026-01-23 10:59:07 AM] @seth.im
> That's what the present is. It's a little unsatisfying because life's a little unsatisfying.

[2026-01-23 2:06:51 PM] @seth.im
> csf only

[2026-01-23 4:32:25 PM] @seth.im
> here. present. mostly here.

[2026-01-24 8:53:53 AM] @seth.im
> good morning.

[2026-01-26 10:50:51 AM] @seth.im
> day by day

[2026-01-26 9:07:42 PM] @seth.im
> joyful is null

[2026-01-27 10:28:09 AM] @seth.im
> still here.

[2026-01-27 5:17:11 PM] @seth.im
> in which a darkened soul arrives / but speaks in truths instead of lies

[2026-01-28 10:02:58 AM] @seth.im
> a bit too much weight

[2026-01-28 1:26:24 PM] @seth.im
> launch a silent flare into the sky ~ no attempt but I can say I try

[2026-01-28 3:30:51 PM] @seth.im
> ping universe

[2026-01-29 11:33:28 AM] @seth.im
> what I should say is nothing

[2026-01-29 11:56:18 AM] @seth.im
> graffiti for one.

[2026-01-29 5:42:59 PM] @seth.im
> stating presence but not holding in the moment ~ and espousing Stoic thought but cannot hone it

[2026-01-30 11:15:18 AM] @seth.im
> wandering, not looking so no finding ~ and by result the tension is now winding

[2026-01-30 2:30:37 PM] @seth.im
> checked a box.

[2026-01-30 10:17:57 PM] @seth.im
> goodnight.

[2026-01-31 6:32:57 PM] @seth.im
> I guess this is just life now.